(lost world)

Wednesday, July 2, 2014 @ 4:38 AM

Hi guys. I'm back to my own blog, writing and talking to myself. HAHAHA
It's been arnd one and a half year since i last posted.
I always say i'm going to blog, but i didnt..... thats explain one and a half year tho.
Currently, waiting my hair to dry and gna off for dinner.
Got bored and decided to take a look at my blog.
Omg, read almost all the posts that i used to blog.
I'm glad that blog existed.... it's a diary, recording parts of my life.
I'm glad that i didnt delete, and im glad i back.
Reading back all those posts, i know i have grown and change.
Not much changes tho, but still changed.
I realised i didnt post last year, 2013......... my o level year huh. hmm.......

Im 18 right now. Republic polytechnic.
Year 1 , first semester has just passed.
Starting semester 2.
RP, a school that i didnt want to be in, but bobian, my ' O ' results was not really good.
21 pointer.... but well, it's good enough for me at least.
Just that maybe RP wasnt a school that i've been thinking of going to la.
Far far away from home, i just hate the travelling time.
Waking up so damn early.
When i was in Secondary , i always wanted to go to Poly.
I felt that Poly is freedom, is fun
But when i am in poly, things are not what i expected.... ):
Pretty sad huh.
So, cherish time in Secondary.
I cherished time in Secondary, but not so much, should have cherish more. sighpie.
I miss Secondary life . i miss friends, food, friends, friends, friends
It's pretty hard in Poly because RP is a school where you got to keep making , meeting new friends.
That's a good thing.... but i dont really like it.
Because...... im inferior. NAH
Just kidding, im just pretty shy.
It's takes time for me to open up yea.
And im afraid of people, backstabber. omg, i guess backstabbers is just the fucking worst thing.
Yep, i'm in E44N, for now my class is peace.
Friends that i met , was nice.
So i hope my friends that i meet in the next class can be nice too. (: *wink*
RP grading system, is based on daily performance.
Got to speak up in class in order to get good grades such as A!
but uh huh, i'm not those who like to speak up for answer.
So of course, my grades are like c , c , C , C , C la.
Thats saddening, but on a postive mindset.... i never wanted to go on a University, so yep, grades dont really matters to me.
Just that, idky C is just so ugly.... but is better than D tho. But yknow, C ... im getting the most C in class.
What's worst. Im a ultimate slacker, full of laziness.
Well, chiong is not my style, study too.
HAHAHA. whats up with style here. kind of stupid -_-

So yep, things has pretty much changed in our clique
We are not as close as last time .
But still hang out whenever there's free time.....
But most of the time it's not full clique...
Full clique only during clique members birthdays la.. what's new.
Im glad i'm now kinda close with Ruizhen, Meihui, Peiyu.
But certaintly, most close with Rz..
She just another crazybitchygirl. *laughs*

Okay, i should literally stop here.
Come back and post whenever i have the free time.
PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED ON THE NEXT POST.
Because im going for dinner, i have no time to find pictures to upload to show what i have been doing for these 1 and a half year .
I promise i will be back soon... maybe.

xxxxx. loveyouguysforreading. i mean i lovemyselfforreading.
Just being silly and retarded right now. x.x.x.x.x.x
-Xueqi.

credits.

xochitl & mymost loved & thefadingnight